this sucks.

I feel really really sad. When i was younger, I used to write letters to Michael Jackson. I memorized dances from videos. I even had an Alvin and the Chipmunks video with Michael Jackson in it. I can't believe he is gone. I can't remember the last time I was the heartbroken about a celebrity dying. Steve Irwin and George Harrison are the only two celebrities I was this upset about... and even so I feel even more torn up about this one. Ughhh. I feel really stupid, crying over someone I never got to meet. And just as my ex made jokes about Steve Irwin to spite me, I'm feelling a little on edge. I don't feel like taking any unnecessary crap from my boyfriend right now. He doesn't like that, so what. I don't like that I'm this upset, so I wish he wouldn't tell people that I am. Bummer. I loved Michael Jackson dearly (we shared the initials MJ, after all) I think the media should have left him alone... or at least let him be normal and not make him out to be a weirdo when he wasn't. He was a beautiful soul and I admired that greatly. It is so unfortunate that he did not get to have the childhood and adolescence that he so desired, but I am glad he grew up to have things he loved - if only for a little while. Bummmmer.