Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Bloggalicious in the New Year!

Okay. I officially feel completely disorganized across the internet.
Earlier in the year I began to participate in a blog that was basically a group of women who each posted one picture a day for 365 days. It was fun and very interesting, but life got crazy and I got lazy and I stopped uploading my pics. NOW I am really regretting it because SO MUCH has happened in the past year. Every year (typically on New Year's Eve) I recap the entire year in a blog entry. However, after switching from xanga to diary-x, diary-x stopped being a diary and all my blogs were lost. So I switched to blogger and/or wordpress. I haven't really kept up with a blog consistently since then. SO, I've decided to challenge myself to post a picture every day in 2010.
My first order of business is to decide whether I want to continue blogging on Blogger but I really like the way tumblr looks. However, I know how to navigate Blogger (I have my music playlist, I have my links, I can easily change my header, etc.) PLUS it's google powered and I can interact with other Blogger users more easily, and my photos are already saved in Picasa. Then there's the choice of keeping this blog or starting another under my username for 2009 since I don't like the blog name I have write now.

I'm actually going to try to get involved in some online communities in the next year, so that I can better exchange stories, ideas, experiences, etc with fellow bloggers...

Really that's all. Feedback is welcome. Also, I've been meaning to make my Blogger not look like it sucks... but you know... I'm lazy. I will make a new header soon. I need a new name for my blog. My url looks stupid even as I go to my blog just to listen to music. Yep.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Hold On To Your Hats, Folks!



Really? Need I say ANYTHING?
If you didn't laugh, then... Well, I don't know.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Nerd Alert!

First day of school today, and I'm really excited about English 413! Most of the people in there have taken Theory and Crit, so we can reference back to that stuff in class discussion. Plus, I'm a huge Lowe fan! I printed out my course documents for English 434 for tomorrow, and I think I'm really going to like Martin. He seems really funny, and he SEEMS to be a big fan of close-reading. I'm a sucker for a good analytical paper and close-reading... Plus, it's more of my genre... Also my History class is tomorrow - Boo! Also, my French class doesn't begin until Monday, but I still have to do assignments for Monday. Yep. BUT I love the cold weather and the Christmas cheer and new notebooks! (Let's see if this holds out til March!)

Monday, November 30, 2009

Mele Kalikimaka

I know, my boyfriend and my best friend think I'm jumping into the Christmas spirit toooo early, but hey... My blog header and playlist aren't Christmas themed yet.... That's a big deal!!!
I did decorate the house a little bit... Wanna see? Wanna see?
Well first, here is my most favorite Christmas song of allll time =)





Love it, Love it, Love it.

Now:



Obi in his xmas necklace (and an lsu sweatshirt)





I MADE this wreath. hehe.



Our biggest tree (we haven't put up the middle-sized one yet)





Fiber Optic tree.... Missin my papaw =(


I decorated our table too, but I don't have the pics on my comp yet... .beee patient!


Update: I made Royal Icing Cookies!! Candy canes and stockings! Pics on facebook, but the kitties got on the counter and knocked them down, where the doggies proceeded to gobble them up. Booo.

Get Smooth Away!!

For your viewing pleasure:



Because I knew this was a product I HAD to have, I went to the website. The first thing I saw...



Welllll, of course!!! You can lure Americans in with promises of being like a European anyday! Works on me!!


Wellll, I've decided to mosey on through the world wide web after visiting this amazing website when...




umm... "OK"....




DECISIONS! DECISIONS!
But I chose "OK" anyway (The second time, when I realized "Cancel" trapped me in that website!)

Whew. Well, that's my adventure for the day!!

Friday, November 27, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving.

This was my second thanksgiving without my papaw and I miss him severely. Wishing I were decorating with him today. Having a hard time being broke because I want to buy all kinds of Christmas decorations and Christmas gifts. BUT, in honor of Thanksgiving, I want to name some things I am thankful for:


  • Having the best Dad in the whole wide world. 
  • Having a great relationship with my parents 
  • My sweet puppy, Obi
  • My sweet kitty, Floyd
  • The baby kitty, Picard.
  • Making Dean's list this quarter
  • Having amazing friends.
  • My stepmom's recovery!!!!
  • A job that I like
  • PATIENCE
  • Macbooks and iPhones and straighteners and all the little things




=) On another note, we can't figure out how to get our fake tree to stay up. That's LAME. 


Happy Thanksgiving you guys.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Whew.

It's break time!

Let me re-cap last week (or the important parts of last week)....
First of all, Monday night I was so sick it was ridiculous. I am examining that last entry and I can't for the life of me remember when I wrote it. I mean, it says Tuesday a.m... which may be true... Here's what happened: I worked on that critical paper a little and I made notecards for the Final that was on Wednesday. I went to class at noon and I was so tired from getting hardly any sleep on Monday night that I ended up taking a nap. About an hour and a half of nap-time in, I decided to get to work. I guess it suddenly hit me how much preparation I had left for the Final exam. So I started studying hardcore. I had two essays to write and I was really struggling with inspiration for them... so I studied at Tolliver then went home and then went back to Tolliver around 8, and then I went home and studied a little more and then met Luke up at Crescent City around 1 or so (it was open 24/7 for Finals week) ... and we left there at like 9. I was barely awake, I had really been fighting sleep all night. Got to school for the speech and this one guy in our speech told us he had no idea he was going first and Nicholas and I got so frustrated. Our group hadn't put forth initiative all week, but this kid took the prize. He had emailed me confirming he'd be at our meeting on Saturday at noon, then answered the phone after being asleep at 1 to say he could drive from monroe if we needed him, so that's how sharp his crayons were. Our speech wasn't great, but I was just worried about that final. After I was done with the final I felt like a huge weight had been lifted. I came home, showered, and immediately went back to Crescent City where I literally stayed until 9 the next morning. Juliet and Ashlee studied with me (other English majors), and Nicholas came by for a little bit. We were all freaking out trying to finish the paper. I got it finished, went to campus and proofread and turned it in before I had to go do a short presentation in GST. I had been hallucinating all night long, and I hadn't eaten since Monday. I was SO.TIRED. I kept "realizing" where I was and I kept having trouble focusing on thoughts. Kamel Reds were by BFFs during that bender. whew. The worst part came Thursday night. I still had three essays to write and submit by midnight as part of my GST final exam. But, at 4 a.m. I woke up asleep on the couch, cuddling my laptop, with only one written. Crap. Turnitin.com was closed to any more submissions. Sooo, i wrote really quickly and submitted it to her via email. It SUCKED, but now I'm mostly nervous because I made an A on the midterm and an A on the paper... if I don't get an A in the class it will have been because of those three essays that I could have easily aced had I written them earlier, or had I gotten some sleep.
I'll have my grades tomorrow, and I'm so nervous.
this was the hardest quarter I've ever had... so I'm really glad it's over. I was really submerged in school work all quarter, only time will tell if it paid off.

For now, I have a wicked toothache so I'm going to sleep.
Decorating for Christmas this week! Yahooo!!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Finals.



Do I look sick here? It's because I AM! My nose is so raw it hurts to press a tissue under it.My lips are bright red and cracked and I cough everytime I breathe through my mouth, which sucks because I can't breathe through my nose. I hope this is just a cold, like Heath had last week. I'm taking antibiotics for good measure and drinking lots of tea. I just finished my speech, sorta. I am meeting with at least one member of my group this afternoon to talk about how our speeches are going to mesh together. Did I mention our group sucks? Nicholas and I can't get the other three people to cooperate at ALL and it is really frustrating. I have written three pages of my critical analysis. Basically, talked about New Historicism and touched on one piece from Feminist. Still have to cite examples from the anthology as explanations of the schools themselves, and I need an introductory paragraph, which I will do last, and which will be a page long if I want to make Dr. Lowe happy. Then, tonight, I am going to study for that beast of a final. whew. We'll see. The three essay question final for GST is due at midnight Thursday and my analysis is due at noon on Thursday. And my self-review for speech isn't due until 5 on Thursday... so I'm going to focus on this midterm and this speech for now. Try to knock out things as they come to me. haha. Presentation for GSTs are today and thursday, maybe the green snot and my greasy hair will help me get out of that. Doubt it. Ha.

whew, it needs to be friday already (and hopefully I'll feel better by then!)


On another note, it is super cold and dry and overcast (well it was yesterday, at least) and it reminded me of Alaska... and being super sick just fell into place. The only thing that was missing was bleeding windburn on my hands. Hahaha.

I took my Psych final and turned in my final assignment in that class yesterday. I think I did okay. My nose was running so I finished the exam in like 15 minutes tops... but who knows. That's either really bad or really good... Only time will tell!


Thursday, November 12, 2009

Winter 2010

Oh, and I'm registered for next quarter!
French 101
English 434: AMER LIT: BEGINNINGS TO 1865
English 413: THE ROMANTIC PERIOD
AND either an 8a.m. biology, and 8a.m. appreciation class or an online history. GROSS on all three counts. I guess I could beast Advanced Grammar but I don't know that I want to take three englishes in one quarter. =P

Ta-Da!

I am completely overwhelmed. I don't know why. I'm going to finish everything that I need to finish in a timely manner, just as I always do. I just finished my Gender Studies Media Analysis. Now on the agenda:
Write a critical analysis for Literary Theory&Criticism, due Thursday.
Study critical terms and prepare critical essays for Theory and Crit final (Wed).
Write 2 page essay for Psych, due Monday.
Prepare for final exam in Psych (Mon).
Prepare for Gender Studies Media Analysis presentation (Tues&Thurs).
Prepare 3 essays for GST final (Thurs).
Meet with group for final speech (Mon&Wed).
Prepare my portion of the 20 minute speech (Mon&Wed).
Prepare for Speech final (Tomorrow, Friday).

whew.
-BUT-
at least I've finished my media analysis and only have left to submit it to turn-it-in (will do after class today, just in case she spits something I need to know for my paper at us =P)
Did I mention she wanted us to use the Chicago Style Manual and I freaked? Finally she said we could use whatever. Thank goodness, I don't want to learn a new style manual!


Anyway, attached is what I've got. It's not perfect, but I think it will suffice. See ya!


This media analysis will be on the new “you” Campaign that was launched by HTC . HTC is a Smartphone company, and the “you” campaign is an attempt to appeal to a broad audience and a wide variety of emotions. The ads are designed to be relatable, describing a multitude of scenarios with which people may identify. The focus of this media analysis will be on one particular television commercial. This ad features multiple people in multiple situations, many of which reinforce gender stereotypes. This analysis will further explore some of those situations. The ad begins by showing a man while the voiceover says, “You are trying to forget about work,” and continues to another man, while the audience hears, “while you are working late again.” The next sequence shows a woman, with the voiceover saying, “and you miss your kids,” while a clip of a man in a cab in the city says, “and you miss the waves.” As the commercial continues, a group of young men is shown, and the voiceover says, “and you need to laugh,” followed by a close-up of a young woman wiping tears from her eyes as the announcer says, “and you need to cry.” While several individuals are featured in this commercial, the analysis will cover the aforementioned scenes, which are examples of the most extreme gender stereotyping in the commercial. The HTC You campaign is attempting to appeal to human emotion and experience in attempt to sell their product, specifically playing to gender stereotypes in many of their examples. These six examples are not only strong reinforcers of gender stereotypes, but the first and most impressionable in the advertisement. These examples reinforce long-standing stereotypes such as an emotional, domesticated woman and a “breadwinning” man, demonstrating the separation of spheres.
The first two examples in the commercial, two men shown sequentially under the voiceover, “you are trying to forget about work, and you are working late again,” is a perfect example of the male “breadwinner” ideology. The ad mentions work two times, and instead of using one female example and one male example or even two female examples, two males are chosen. The first male is sitting in a stairwell and is wearing grey slacks and a button-up shirt. He’s a middle-aged Caucasian, and as he sits, he hangs up his phone. The second man shown is sitting behind a desk. He appears a younger than the first man, but is –again- a Caucasian male. He is wearing a watch and a button-up shirt. His office has a large glass window, and various papers, books, and a laptop are on his desk. As he sits leaned over his desk, he waves ‘good-night’ to the janitor who is taking out the trash from the office. The janitor is wearing a short-sleeve work uniform shirt and is a middle-aged African American with graying hair in his mustache and on his head. All three men in this sequence are shown in reference to their job. This reinforces the male “breadwinner” stereotype, because since the separation of the public and private spheres, men have been associated with the task of going into the “public sphere” and working to earn money to support his family while his wife stayed at home and took care of the family. Research supports the fact that men still dominate the work force, which is probably why this campaign chose to use males as the representatives of working adults. In “Blame It on Feminism,” written by Susan Faludi in 1991, she points out inequality that has persisted in the workforce. At the time, as Faludi points out, women “represent two-thirds of all poor adults,” that “75 percent of full-time working women make less then $20,000 a year, nearly double the male rate,” women are “far more likely than men to live in poor housing and receive no health insurance,” “twice as likely to draw no pension,” and “face one of the worst gender based pay gap[s] in the developed world” (Faludi 3-4). She points out that “the U.S. government still has no family-leave and child care programs and more than 99 percent of American private employers don’t offer child care either” (Faludi 3-4). Furthermore, women in the workplace are mostly in jobs that have always been stereotypically feminine jobs. Faludi points out that “nearly 80 percent of working women [are] still stuck in traditional ‘female’ jobs as secretaries, administrative ‘support’ workers and salesclerks” (Faludi 3-4). If most women aren’t working in typically ‘demanding’ white-collar jobs, why use them in an ad portraying seemingly stressed-out white-collar employees? Marketers are trying to create characters their consumers can relate to, and since most people in the situation being portrayed are male, certainly they will use a male actor. Only to further suggest that using a male as the relatable character to be portrayed as a middle-class working man wracked with responsibility is the notion that over half of men and women still maintain a male breadwinner ideology. A poll revealed by Time Magazine in October of 2009 shows that “Fifty-seven percent of men and 51% of women agree that it is better for a family if the father works outside the home and the mother takes care of the children” (“…And Yet, People Hold On to Traditional Visions for Family Life” 1).
The next two portrayals to be analyzed are of a man and a woman, respectively. The first is the woman, on the phone with a voiceover saying “you miss your kids;” then a man is shown riding in a cab, presumably taking pictures with his phone of the rainy city through the cab window, as the voiceover says, “you miss the waves.” The woman is relatively young, Caucasian, and standing alone against a building in the daytime, as people walk on the sidewalk behind her. The man is riding in the cab at night and has on a suit and tie. It is unclear why the woman is not with her children; she is wearing a button up shirt and a tan jacket, but is only shown from the bust up. It seems that the man is probably on a business trip because he is shown as a passenger and he is dressed nicely. The interesting fact here (besides the fact that, again, the audience is being shown a white-collar, nicely dressed, Caucasian male) is the fact that the woman misses her children and he misses “the waves”. This is clearly reinforcing the fact that women are the more “domestic” of the two sexes and is most frequently responsible for the family unit, while the man has a more carefree lifestyle outside of work, missing only his favorite recreational activity, which can be assumed as surfing (if not surfing, certainly something involving the beach). Again, the marketers are trying to appeal to people and the emotions they experience (along with their cell phones). This is another example of public sphere/private sphere. Even though the woman is in public, she is thinking about and presumably talking to her children. Women being refined to the private sphere, historically, had plenty to do with their responsibilities to their families as mothers. The man is clearly doing something job-related, which plays into his role in the public sphere, and the fact that he is missing a recreation and not a family or loved one indicates that he is single. Women are so often defined in relation to men, and a good example of this is in the Feminine Mystique, when Betty Friedan says, “the problem is always being the children’s mommy, or the minister’s wife and never being myself” (Freidan 8). Friedan quotes “a psychiatrist at the Margaret Sanger marriage counseling clinic,” who says “ ‘we have made women a sex attire… She has no identity except as a wife and mother’ ” (Freidan 9). In the intro to her novel The Second Sex, , Simone de Beauvoir points this out, “man defines woman not in herself but as relative to him; she is not regarded as an autonomous being” (de Beauvoir 1). At the beginning of her intro, de Beauvoir says, “But first we must ask: what is a woman? ‘Tota mulier in utero’, says one, ‘woman is a womb’ ”(de Beauvoir 1). She says that man “respects woman as wife and mother”(de Beauvoir 9). Perhaps, then, this is why the woman being shown in the commercial is a mother and is being defined as such? Interestingly, in Feminine Mystique, Betty Friedan talks about the responsibilities of housewives and how “at the end of the day, she is so terribly tired that sometimes her husband has to take over and put the children to bed ” (Freidan 10); could this be the reason the gentleman in the commercial has time to surf and the woman is preoccupied with her children?
The next sequence reinforcing gender stereotypes within the commercial begins with a group of young men and the voiceover saying, “you need to laugh,” and the cutting to a close-up of a girl wiping tears from her eyes while the voiceover continues with, “and you need to cry.” The young men are outdoors and dressed in jeans and casual tops; they are very animated with their laughter. The audience doesn’t see much detail about the girl; she is on the phone and crying, that is all shown. This very clearly plays into the stereotype that men are carefree and women are emotional (a weaker sex In “No Way My Boys Are Going To Be Like That!” by Emily W. Kane, she “[explores] how parents respond to gender nonconformity among preschool-aged children” (Kane 173). She talks about the discouragement of emotional behavior in boys from an early age, saying “along with material markers of femininity, many parents expressed concern about excessive emotionality (especially frequent crying) and passivity in their sons.” In fact, fathers of little boys who cried used phrases such as “ ‘crying like a sissy’, ‘you are such a little wean’, ‘crying like a girl’, and ‘cry like a baby’ ”(Kane 176). All of these phrases either demean the little boys for crying or gender the act of crying. Phrases such as “ ‘crying like a girl’ “ are common, and make it clear that many fathers do not find crying an acceptable behavior for their little boys (Kane 176). If emotional boys are handled disdainfully in general, then why would the marketers of HTC want to portray that in their ad, risking the disdain of consumers? It is perfectly acceptable for a woman to show emotion. “Tracing Gender’s Mark on Bodies, Sexualities, and Emotions” points out that “girls and women are encouraged to be ‘soft’; that is, emotionally in touch, vulnerable, and expressive” (“Tracing Gender’s Mark on Bodies, Sexualities, and Emotions” 281). Western women have been gendered to act this way in general. The sequence shows two opposite emotions being displayed by people. The laughter of the group of men may not be a particularly masculine display, but certainly the other way around would not have been acceptable. Of course, it seems that the masculine form of something is the neutral form unless otherwise specified. In The Second Sex, Simone de Beauvoir says “I wish to define myself, I must first of all say: ‘I am a woman’… A man never begins by presenting himself as an individual of a certain sex; it goes without saying that he is a man” (de Beauvoir 2) This is important because the laughter could be seen as gender neutral, but as de Beauvoir points out, gender neutrality is masculine by default (de Beauvoir 2). The girl, on the other hand, is performing a specifically feminine emotion by crying.
While this particular commercial is full of examples that were not discussed in this analysis, those that were, were the strongest examples of gender stereotype reinforcement in the ad. Other examples, such as a lady pacing in a window while she worries over a mysterious male figure and girls giggling in a circle are also gender stereotype reinforcements, while others are gender neutral. Obviously, advertisements are geared toward audiences for a reason. The gender stereotypes played into in the scenes described in this analysis were chosen for a reason, meaning not only the marketers buy into these stereotypes, but their target audience does as well. While women are clearly no longer in the private sphere completely, they are still more closely associated with their families while men are more closely associated with working and earning money.

Works Cited
“...And Yet, People Hold On to Traditional Visions for Family Life.” Time.com. Time. 14 Oct. 2009. Web. 7 Nov. 2009.

de Beauvoir, Simone. “Introduction: Woman as Other.” The Second Sex.
Faludi, Susan. “Blame It on Feminism.” Backlash: The Undeclared War Against American Women.

Friedan, Betty. “The Problem that Has No Name.” The Feminine Mystique.
Kane, Emily W. “ ‘No Way My Boys Are Going to Like That!’ Parents’ Responses to Children’s Gender Nonconformity.” The Kaleidoscope of Gender. 173-80.

“Tracing Gender’s Mark on Bodies, Sexualities, and Emotions.” The Kaleidoscope of Gender. 277-82.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

=P

This is my favorite commercial right now:

Monday, November 2, 2009

It's fall. I should be making royal icing sugar cookies with my BFF.
Even in the midst of this glorious football season, I thought it was worth making a point...
And even though she won't read this (she's probably searching through classifieds or playing flash games) I love you, Jessiepoo!



 

Sunday, November 1, 2009

My friends make me LOL

This is all today:

-Via Text-
Me: Fo ago
Me: sho*
Taylor: Ha. You are so white your text didn't even send it right.

*After posting a farmville notification for a found kitten on my facebook profile, a comment*
Mike: megan it is one thing to share with the facebook community your fictional farming prowess, but now you have taken to adopted fictional animals.... when will this end?

-Via Text-
Me: I'm off today. I microwave an empty plate for a minute before I realize the corn dog was sitting on top of the microwave.
Taylor: Wow. I just laughed out loud for like twenty minutes.

Halloweenie!!

Had a great Halloween weekend with my crew! Went to the Sigma Pi Halloween Party on Friday night and the Sundown Halloween party on Saturday. Casey and I worked all week on our costumes for Saturday night. But first Friday: (oh, I guess I should mention that since we were going as AWESOME on Saturday we decided to be a little provocative with our attire for Friday's party. Casey is well endowed. Legs are all I have even remotely going for me, so I was a flasher. She's a witch. If you couldn't tell then you suck.)

Me and Casey, of course.




typical Casey, Kevin, and Megan.


I was showing a LOT of leg.




Case and Kevin.




Us, again.


And Saturday... we  went as a group costume... LEGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE!!! Casey and I were Blue Barracudas, and Kevin was a temple guard. We spray painted the helmets ourselves, made the shirts by cutting out blown up pictures of original shirts and using iron on adhesive to apply. We cut off dress slacks to make khaki shorts, made the pendants of life ourselves and even found ballin mouth guards.




We basically couldn't stop laughing the entire time. Kevin looked ridiculous, and we sounded stupid with our mouthguards in. Not to mention, we were wearing helmets.




My personal favorite.






 



There are a few more.. but not enough. We made it to the top 10 at Sundown and then bombed out after that. So many people didn't get it and I was totally disappointed. Whatever. I love 90's Television. I don't care what you think.
=P

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Commercials and After-School Specials: Let the lameness begin!

Can I just say something? (It's my blog... so I don't care what your answer is). I have a serious problem when it comes to commercials and the kids in them who essentially act like heathens.
Seriously? Watch the commercial below, who raises their kids to act like this?! If my son brought home kids who acted like this I would seriously be pissed and the last thing I would do is serve them my frozen goodies; I have better ways to spend my five dollars and it is NOT on kids who act like they were raised in a barn! And what's worse is when the kid DOES offer his bratty friends snacks from his parent's kitchen, they turn up there noses and refuse! Wow!








And while I'm on it, this commercial is annoying as well. At :27, this kid just gets up and leaves his oreo AND a full glass of milk on the CARPET???! Umm no. That kid would be turning right around and picking up that milk before he's on the floor with Resolve. This just isn't realistic. For one thing, he really should be at a table when engaging in an activity that could result in brown crumbs and milk in the carpet. MILK. Am I the only one who knows how bad milk smells after a few days. His mom would be doing some SERIOUS scrubbing to get that smell out. And the carpet is white! You can't eat an oreo without dropping those things EVERYWHERE... so on WHITE carpet? Nope. I don't buy it... for second.







There are many more, namely the kids who run around the house knocking things over and drawing on everything. I suppose these commercials may make parents think "Thank God my child isn't a heathen like THAT! If this product worked for their animal-child, surely it will work with my normal one!" Still doesn't make me just want to put these kids in a really long time-out.









On another note, I was having a conversation with my ole buddy Lucas and we started to reminisce on special episodes of our FAVORITE tv shows. Hahahaha.
Anyway, for a good laugh:





In the clip below, it starts getting good at 6:23, but if you don't have 5 minutes to watch DJ Tanner drama, you can skip on ahead to 9:00, where the Danny Tanner goodness is at a prime. Now, I know eating disorders are no laughing matter... But when portrayed on Full House, I have to say that they are. The last two lines are golden. I hope you enjoy:

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Polychrome 2008

Videos I found on my computer yesterday from the Polychrome trip I took in Denali National Park last June.
You may have seen them on my facebook, but just wanted to put them here as well.
=)






Feminism - Take I

Recently, class readings and class discussions have resurrected some dormant thoughts and have left me thinking about things I should have never let myself put on the back burner. We discussed Power Feminism in class today and it was just a really refreshing discussion. The idea that we, as women, are NOT bound by patriarchy to be or do any particular thing. The idea that whether you choose to be a housewife or an executive, that choice is made because it is your CHOICE and NOT because of patriarchal pressure. Now, it may seem pretty obvious that patriarchy is still very much in existence, but I can't see why anybody would deny that the only reason for that is because of society's upholding of patriarchy. Women blame patriarchy for many things, when really and truly, why can't we just do things because we WANT to... we may be judged for the things that we do and there may be serious stigmas on the things we do, as long as we allow that to LIMIT us, the stigmas will remain. We have to go out and do and prove that these things are do-able.. not wait for them to be "acceptable" in all realms before we take that step. So, in essence, i just think it is incredibly empowering to embrace the idea that what we do is what we do because it is what we WANT to do. Ignoring social pressures is hard and almost impossible for some people... but if we REJECT patriarchy, we are not being influenced by patriarchal pressures.

I have more to say about all this, but at this time, I really just wanted to share the refreshing ideas above. Nothing new, just something it is easy to let fall by the wayside, or something it is easy to forget. I feel like this can be applied to people of all ethnicities, sexualities, genders, etc.. but on each of these there are other factors and levels. And while civil rights have come a long way - in all aspects - it does not mean they have come far enough. But I think that as long as minorities in general lay down and take the oppression are giving power to their oppressors.

I don't know. I could talk about this for days, but I won't.
It is rainy and I'm enjoying sitting in the dark, watching daytime TV and pretending that I DON'T have a TON of work to do this weekend.


=)

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Ohhhh Cadbury.

Is there even a way to NOT love this one? It's classic!!!
(sorry for video posting bonanza)

Remix Fantastic!

And you thought the SlapChop Remix was catchy!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Midterm down, Final and a paper to go....

Okay, lately school has grown discouraging. I even walked into class yesterday and told a friend I feel as though I am growing dumber as I grow older and spend more time in college.
Modern Literary Theory and Criticism or whatever the class is called has really been killing me. I feel like I don't have enough time to do all my work, and after making a B on my first Psych test (which gravely disappointed me), the second test fell on the same day as my theory and crit midterm. I was severely stressed about this English midterm, and allocated all my time to prepare for it. I got the Psych test back first and made a 68. So, I needless to say, I was feeling pretty down. Then came my speech on Monday (yesterday)... which I bombed. After a flawless practice run, my speech went under by two minutes and I totally forgot to say some things and jumbled my conclusion. Then I went to English.
The breakdown of grades was as follows on this incredibly tough exam:
1 A, 1 A-, 4 B+, 1 B, 3 B-, 2 C+, 3 C, 2 C-, 4 D/F.
My heart dropped when I saw the breakdown and after I made it outside and lit a cigarette I opened up my paper...







AHHHHHH!I did not write this post to brag, but to vent about how excited I am... and I am still in disbelief. I DID NOT expect to get the highest grade in the class... at all... And now, I think I am even more nervous about the final and the critical paper because there is no reason for me to make less than an A in this class now that I know that I am (magically... somehow) "capable" of doing so... Pressure's on!!!


On my paper I want to do To Kill A Mockingbird... not much available, but I think it is substantial stuff... Only time will tell... whew.

Thursday, October 15, 2009




Ummm, okay. Just saw this and thought it seemed odd. Back in the day, Brit was always talking about what a workout junkie she was. I don't know how these people promoting this acai stuff get away with using fake celebrity endorsements. They've gotten in trouble with Dr. Oz and Oprah... weird.

Anyway, this made me laugh out loud so I posted it. Whatever.

Just thought I'd mention who all is living with me and the Heathster these days. I would LOVE another pet snake.. and am currently looking for someone to split the responsibilities with me, but wouldn't mind keeping the fella at his/her house - Heath is anti-snake.



Obi-Wan Kenobe (Jan 3, 2009)



Sir Floyd von Bergeler (June 14, 2007)




Picard (Born around Dec08/Jan09)



Fionna the Mighty Border Collie



Sadie - Alpha Extraordinaire

Ice, Ice Baby

Sorry that the breaks are so unever, I don't know how to take a screen shot of the entire selection so I had to do it in screen-sized sections. Anyway.... I woke up this morning and had all this on my status update and it made me laugh out loud. My favorite part is when Cody says "The megan I know would appreciate its value" hahahaha. What a nice way to wake up. Just wanted to share before I embarked on my day-prep.










 

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

"If You're Out There"

This song gets me everytime. Very powerful. Great video. =)



Seriously, twitter? Is this supposed to make me feel good about myself? Screw you and your exclamation point.

"I Have A Dream..."

For some reason, I feel very compelled to post this. Though we have come leaps and bounds in the fight for equal rights between Peoples of different race, we have not come far enough. There is still no equality... and I can't help but get the gay rights movement out of my mind. There was a time when people... well white people... did not see any problem with segregation. And now, though the fight has a long way to go, I tell myself that people will follow that same path in the walk toward gay rights.
It makes me incredibly sad, that so many of my friends are not given the honor of marry the man or woman he or she loves. There is no sense. Even if one's religion believes against it, why is it still illegal? This is supposedly a free country? I don't understand.

Anyway, below this iconic speech by Martin Luther King, Jr. is an interview talking about the intersection between "civil rights" and "gay rights"
Please take the time to watch.






MLK "Why I Am Opposed to the War in Vietnam"

Just wanted to post the transcript of this MLK speech. Found here



Martin Luther King Jr.: "Why I Am Opposed to the War in Vietnam"

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Sermon at the Ebenezer Baptist Church on April 30, 1967:
A Real Audio file hosted here.
The sermon which I am preaching this morning in a sense is not the usual kind of sermon, but it is a sermon and an important subject, nevertheless, because the issue that I will be discussing today is one of the most controversial issues confronting our nation. I'm using as a subject from which to preach, "Why I Am Opposed to the War in Vietnam."
Now, let me make it clear in the beginning, that I see this war as an unjust, evil, and futile war. I preach to you today on the war in Vietnam because my conscience leaves me with no other choice. The time has come for America to hear the truth about this tragic war. In international conflicts, the truth is hard to come by because most nations are deceived about themselves. Rationalizations and the incessant search for scapegoats are the psychological cataracts that blind us to our sins. But the day has passed for superficial patriotism. He who lives with untruth lives in spiritual slavery. Freedom is still the bonus we receive for knowing the truth. "Ye shall know the truth," says Jesus, "and the truth shall set you free." Now, I've chosen to preach about the war in Vietnam because I agree with Dante, that the hottest places in hell are reserved for those who in a period of moral crisis maintain their neutrality. There comes a time when silence becomes betrayal.
The truth of these words is beyond doubt, but the mission to which they call us is a most difficult one. Even when pressed by the demands of inner truth, men do not easily assume the task of opposing their government's policy, especially in time of war. Nor does the human spirit move without great difficulty against all the apathy of conformist thought within one's own bosom and in the surrounding world. Moreover, when the issues at hand seem as perplexing, as they often do in the case of this dreadful conflict, we're always on the verge of being mesmerized by uncertainty. But we must move on. Some of us who have already begun to break the silence of the night have found that the calling to speak is often a vocation of agony. But we must speak. We must speak with all the humility that is appropriate to our limited vision, but we must speak. And we must rejoice as well, for in all our history there has never been such a monumental dissent during a war, by the American people.
Polls reveal that almost fifteen million Americans explicitly oppose the war in Vietnam. Additional millions cannot bring themselves around to support it. And even those millions who do support the war [are] half-hearted, confused, and doubt-ridden. This reveals that millions have chosen to move beyond the prophesying of smooth patriotism, to the high grounds of firm dissent, based upon the mandates of conscience and the reading of history. Now, of course, one of the difficulties in speaking out today grows the fact that there are those who are seeking to equate dissent with disloyalty. It's a dark day in our nation when high-level authorities will seek to use every method to silence dissent. But something is happening, and people are not going to be silenced. The truth must be told, and I say that those who are seeking to make it appear that anyone who opposes the war in Vietnam is a fool or a traitor or an enemy of our soldiers is a person that has taken a stand against the best in our tradition.
Yes, we must stand, and we must speak. [tape skip]...have moved to break the betrayal of my own silences and to speak from the burnings of my own heart, as I have called for radical departures from the destruction of Vietnam. Many persons have questioned me about the wisdom of my path. At the heart of their concerns, this query has often loomed large and loud: "Why are you speaking about the war, Dr. King? Why are you joining the voices of dissent?" Peace and civil rights don't mix, they say. And so this morning, I speak to you on this issue, because I am determined to take the Gospel seriously. And I come this morning to my pulpit to make a passionate plea to my beloved nation.
This sermon is not addressed to Hanoi, or to the National Liberation Front. It is not addressed to China or to Russia. Nor is it an attempt to overlook the ambiguity of the total situation and the need for a collective solution to the tragedy of Vietnam. Nor is it an attempt to make North Vietnam or the National Liberation Front paragons of virtue, nor to overlook the role they must play in a successful resolution of the problem. This morning, however, I wish not to speak with Hanoi and the National Liberation Front, but rather to my fellow Americans, who bear the greatest responsibility, and entered a conflict that has exacted a heavy price on both continents.
Now, since I am a preacher by calling, I suppose it is not surprising that I have seven major reasons for bringing Vietnam into the field of my moral vision. There is...a very obvious and almost facile connection between the war in Vietnam and the struggle I and others have been waging in America. A few years ago there was a shining moment in that struggle. It seemed that there was a real promise of hope for the poor, both black and white, through the Poverty Program. There were experiments, hopes, and new beginnings. Then came the build-up in Vietnam. And I watched the program broken as if it was some idle political plaything of a society gone mad on war. And I knew that America would never invest the necessary funds or energies in rehabilitation of its poor so long as adventures like Vietnam continued to draw men and skills and money, like some demonic, destructive suction tube. And you may not know it, my friends, but it is estimated that we spend $500,000 to kill each enemy soldier, while we spend only fifty-three dollars for each person classified as poor, and much of that fifty-three dollars goes for salaries to people that are not poor. So I was increasingly compelled to see the war as an enemy of the poor, and attack it as such.
Perhaps the more tragic recognition of reality took place when it became clear to me that the war was doing far more than devastating the hope of the poor at home. It was sending their sons, and their brothers, and their husbands to fight and die in extraordinarily high proportion relative to the rest of the population. We were taking the black young men who had been crippled by society and sending them eight thousand miles away to guarantee liberties in Southeast Asia which they had not found in Southwest Georgia and East Harlem. So we have been repeatedly faced with a cruel irony of watching Negro and white boys on TV screens as they kill and die together for a nation that has been unable to seat them together in the same school room. So we watch them in brutal solidarity, burning the huts of a poor village. But we realize that they would hardly live on the same block in Chicago or Atlanta. Now, I could not be silent in the face of such cruel manipulation of the poor.
My third reason moves to an even deeper level of awareness, for it grows out of my experience in the ghettos of the North over the last three years--especially the last three summers. As I have walked among the desperate, rejected, and angry young men, I have told them that Molotov cocktails and rifles would not solve their problems. I have tried to offer them my deepest compassion while maintaining my conviction that social change comes most meaningfully through non-violent action; for they ask and write me, "So what about Vietnam?" They ask if our nation wasn't using massive doses of violence to solve its problems to bring about the changes it wanted. Their questions hit home, and I knew that I could never again raise my voice against the violence of the oppressed in the ghettos without first having spoken clearly to the greatest purveyor of violence in the world today: my own government. For the sake of those boys, for the sake of this government, for the sake of the hundreds of thousands trembling under our violence I cannot be silent. Been a lot of applauding over the last few years. They applauded our total movement; they've applauded me. America and most of its newspapers applauded me in Montgomery. And I stood before thousands of Negroes getting ready to riot when my home was bombed and said, we can't do it this way. They applauded us in the sit-in movement--we non-violently decided to sit in at lunch counters. The applauded us on the Freedom Rides when we accepted blows without retaliation. They praised us in Albany and Birmingham and Selma, Alabama. Oh, the press was so noble in its applause, and so noble in its praise when I was saying, Be non-violent toward Bull Connor;when I was saying, Be non-violent toward [Selma, Alabama segregationist sheriff] Jim Clark. There's something strangely inconsistent about a nation and a press that will praise you when you say, Be non-violent toward Jim Clark, but will curse and damn you when you say, "Be non-violent toward little brown Vietnamese children. There's something wrong with that press!
As if the weight of such a commitment to the life and health of America were not enough, another burden of responsibility was placed upon me in 1964. And I cannot forget that the Nobel Peace Prize was not just something taking place, but it was a commission--a commission to work harder than I had ever worked before for the brotherhood of Man. This is a calling that takes me beyond national allegiances. But even if it were not present, I would yet have to live with the meaning of my commitment to the ministry of Jesus Christ. To me, the relationship of this ministry to the making of peace is so obvious that I sometimes marvel at those who ask me why I am speaking against the war. Could it be that they do not know that the Good News was meant for all men, for communists and capitalists, for their children and ours, for black and white, for revolutionary and conservative. Have they forgotten that my ministry is in obedience to the One who loved His enemies so fully that he died for them? What, then, can I say to the Vietcong, or to Castro, or to Mao, as a faithful minister to Jesus Christ? Can I threaten them with death, or must I not share with them my life? Finally, I must be true to my conviction that I share with all men the calling to be the son of the Living God. Beyond the calling of race or nation or creed is this vocation of sonship and brotherhood. And because I believe that the Father is deeply concerned, especially for His suffering and helpless and outcast children, I come today to speak for them. And as I ponder the madness of Vietnam and search within myself for ways to understand and respond in compassion, my mind goes constantly to the people of that peninsula. I speak not now of the soldiers of each side, not of the military government of Saigon, but simply of the people who have been under the curse of war for almost three continuous decades now. I think of them, too, because it is clear to me that there will be no meaningful solution until some attempt is made to know these people and hear their broken cries.
Now, let me tell you the truth about it. They must see Americans as strange liberators. Do you realize that the Vietnamese people proclaimed their own independence in 1945 after a combined French and Japanese occupation. And incidentally, this was before the Communist revolution in China. They were led by Ho Chi Minh. And this is a little-known fact, and these people declared themselves independent in 1945. They quoted our Declaration of Independence in their document of freedom, and yet our government refused to recognize them. President Truman said they were not ready for independence. So we fell victim as a nation at that time of the same deadly arrogance that has poisoned the international situation for all of these years. France then set out to reconquer its former colony. And they fought eight long, hard, brutal years trying to re-conquer Vietnam. You know who helped France? It was the United States of America. It came to the point that we were meeting more than eighty percent of the war costs. And even when France started despairing of its reckless action, we did not. And in 1954, a conference was called at Geneva, and an agreement was reached, because France had been defeated at Dien Bien Phu. But even after that, and after the Geneva Accord, we did not stop. We must face the sad fact that our government sought, in a real sense, to sabotage the Geneva Accord. Well, after the French were defeated, it looked as if independence and land reform would come through the Geneva agreement. But instead the United States came and started supporting a man named Diem who turned out to be one of the most ruthless dictators in the history of the world. He set out to silence all opposition. People were brutally murdered because they raised their voices against the brutal policies of Diem. And the peasants watched and cringed as Diem ruthlessly rooted out all opposition. The peasants watched as all this was presided over by United States influence and by increasing numbers of United States troops who came to help quell the insurgency that Diem's methods had aroused. When Diem was overthrown, they may have been happy, but the long line of military dictatorships seemed to offer no real change, especially in terms of their need for land and peace. And who are we supporting in Vietnam today? It's a man by the name of general Ky [Air Vice Marshal Nguyen Cao Ky] who fought with the French against his own people, and who said on one occasion that the greatest hero of his life is Hitler. This is who we are supporting in Vietnam today. Oh, our government and the press generally won't tell us these things, but God told me to tell you this morning. The truth must be told.
The only change came from America as we increased our troop commitments in support of governments which were singularly corrupt, inept, and without popular support and all the while the people read our leaflets and received regular promises of peace and democracy and land reform. Now they languish under our bombs and consider us, not their fellow Vietnamese, the real enemy. They move sadly and apathetically as we herd them off the land of their fathers into concentration camps, where minimal social needs are rarely met. They know they must move or be destroyed by our bombs. So they go, primarily women, and children and the aged. They watch as we poison their water, as we kill a million acres of their crops. They must weep as the bulldozers roar through their areas preparing to destroy the precious trees. They wander into the towns and see thousands of thousands of the children, homeless, without clothes, running in packs on the streets like animals. They see the children degraded by our soldiers as they beg for food. They see the children selling their sisters to our soldiers, soliciting for their mothers. We have destroyed their two most cherished institutions: the family and the village. We have destroyed their land and their crops. We have cooperated in the crushing of the nation's only noncommunist revolutionary political force, the United Buddhist Church. This is a role our nation has taken, the role of those who make peaceful revolutions impossible but refusing to give up the privileges and the pleasures that comes from the immense profits of overseas investments. I'm convinced that if we are to get on the right side of the world revolution, we as a nation must undergo a radical revolution of values. We must rapidly begin the shift from a thing-oriented society to a person-oriented society. When machines and computers, profit motives and property rights are considered more important than people, the giant triplets of racism, militarism and economic exploitation are incapable of being conquered.
A true revolution of values will soon cause us to question the fairness and justice of many of our present policies. On the one hand, we are called to play the Good Samaritan on life's roadside, but that will be only an initial act. One day we must come to see that the whole Jericho Road must be changed so that men and women will not be constantly beaten and robbed as they make their journey on life's highway. True compassion is more than flinging a coin to a beggar. A true revolution of values will soon look uneasily on the glaring contrast of poverty and wealth with righteous indignation. It will look across the seas and see individual capitalists of the West investing huge sums of money in Asia, Africa, and South America, only to take the profits out with no concern for the social betterment of the countries, and say, "This is not just." It will look at our alliance with the landed gentry of Latin America and say, "This is not just." The Western arrogance of feeling that it has everything to teach others and nothing to learn from them is not just. A true revolution of values will lay hands on the world order and say of war, "This way of settling differences is not just." This business of burning human beings with napalm, of filling our nation's homes with orphans and widows, of injecting poisonous drugs of hate into the veins of peoples normally humane, of sending men home from dark and bloody battlefields physically handicapped and psychologically deranged, cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love. A nation that continues year after year to spend more money on military defense than on programs of social uplift is approaching spiritual death.
Oh, my friends, if there is any one thing that we must see today is that these are revolutionary times. All over the globe men are revolting against old systems of exploitation and oppression, and out of the wounds of a frail world, new systems of justice and equality are being born. The shirtless and barefoot people of the land are rising up as never before. The people who sat in darkness have seen a great light. They are saying, unconsciously, as we say in one of our freedom songs, "Ain't gonna let nobody turn me around!" It is a sad fact that because of comfort, complacency, a morbid fear of communism, our proneness to adjust to injustice, the Western nations that initiated so much of the revolutionary spirit of the modern world have now become the arch anti-revolutionaries. This has driven many to feel that only Marxism has a revolutionary spirit. Therefore, communism is a judgment against our failure to make democracy real and follow through on the revolutions that we initiated. Our only hope today lies in our ability to recapture the revolutionary spirit and go out into a sometimes hostile world declaring eternal hostility to poverty, racism, and militarism. With this powerful commitment we shall boldly challenge the status quo, we shall boldly challenge unjust mores, and thereby speed up the day when "every valley shall be exalted, and every mountain and hill shall be made low, and the rough places shall be made plain, and the crooked places straight. And the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together."
A genuine revolution of values means in the final analysis that our loyalties must become ecumenical rather than sectional. Every nation must now develop an overriding loyalty to mankind as a whole in order to preserve the best in their individual societies. This call for a worldwide fellowship that lifts neighborly concern beyond one's tribe, race, class, and nation is in reality a call for an all-embracing, unconditional love for all men. This oft misunderstood and misinterpreted concept, so readily dismissed by the Nietzsches of the world as a weak and cowardly force, has now become an absolute necessity for the survival of mankind. And when I speak of love I'm not speaking of some sentimental and weak response. I am speaking of that force which all of the great religions have seen as the supreme unifying principle of life. Love is somehow the key that unlocks the door which leads to ultimate reality. This Hindu-Muslim-Christian-Jewish-Buddhist belief about ultimate reality is beautifully summed up in the first epistle of John: "Let us love one another, for God is love. And every one that loveth is born of God and knoweth God. He that loveth not knoweth not God, for God is love. If we love one another, God dwelleth in us and his love is perfected in us."
Let me say finally that I oppose the war in Vietnam because I love America. I speak out against this war, not in anger, but with anxiety and sorrow in my heart, and, above all, with a passionate desire to see our beloved country stand as the moral example of the world. I speak out against this war because I am disappointed with America. And there can be no great disappointment where there is not great love. I am disappointed with our failure to deal positively and forthrightly with the triple evils of racism, economic exploitation, and militarism. We are presently moving down a dead-end road that can lead to national disaster. America has strayed to the far country of racism and militarism. The home that all too many Americans left was solidly structured idealistically; its pillars were solidly grounded in the insights of our Judeo-Christian heritage. All men are made in the image of God. All men are bothers. All men are created equal. Every man is an heir to a legacy of dignity and worth. Every man has rights that are neither conferred by, nor derived from the State--they are God-given. Out of one blood, God made all men to dwell upon the face of the earth. What a marvelous foundation for any home! What a glorious and healthy place to inhabit. But America's strayed away, and this unnatural excursion has brought only confusion and bewilderment. It has left hearts aching with guilt and minds distorted with irrationality.
It is time for all people of conscience to call upon America to come back home. Come home, America. Omar Khayyam is right: "The moving finger writes, and having writ moves on." I call on Washington today. I call on every man and woman of good will all over America today. I call on the young men of America who must make a choice today to take a stand on this issue. Tomorrow may be too late. The book may close. And don't let anybody make you think that God chose America as his divine, messianic force to be a sort of policeman of the whole world. God has a way of standing before the nations with judgment, and it seems that I can hear God saying to America, "You're too arrogant! And if you don't change your ways, I will rise up and break the backbone of your power, and I'll place it in the hands of a nation that doesn't even know my name. Be still and know that I'm God."
Now it isn't easy to stand up for truth and for justice. Sometimes it means being frustrated. When you tell the truth and take a stand, sometimes it means that you will walk the streets with a burdened heart. Sometimes it means losing a job...means being abused and scorned. It may mean having a seven, eight year old child asking a daddy, "Why do you have to go to jail so much?" And I've long since learned that to be a follower to the Jesus Christ means taking up the cross. And my bible tells me that Good Friday comes before Easter. Before the crown we wear, there is the cross that we must bear. Let us bear it--bear it for truth, bear it for justice, and bear it for peace. Let us go out this morning with that determination. And I have not lost faith. I'm not in despair, because I know that there is a moral order. I haven't lost faith, because the arc of the moral universe is long, but it bends toward justice. I can still sing "We Shall Overcome" because Carlyle was right: "No lie can live forever." We shall overcome because William Cullen Bryant was right: "Truth pressed to earth will rise again." We shall overcome because James Russell Lowell was right: "Truth forever on the scaffold, wrong forever on the throne." Yet, that scaffold sways the future. We shall overcome because the bible is right: "You shall reap what you sow." With this faith we will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair a stone of hope. With this faith we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our world into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. With this faith we will be able to speed up the day when justice will roll down like waters, and righteousness like a mighty stream. With this faith we will be able to speed up the day when the lion and the lamb will lie down together, and every man will sit under his own vine and fig tree, and none shall be afraid because the words of the Lord have spoken it. With this faith we will be able to speed up the day when all over the world we will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual, "Free at last! Free at last! Thank God Almighty, we're free at last!" With this faith, we'll sing it as we're getting ready to sing it now. Men will beat their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning hooks. And nations will not rise up against nations, neither shall they study war anymore. And I don't know about you, I ain't gonna study war no more.
Text from Pacifica Radio/KPFA/UC Berkeley Library's Media Resource Center's site. The sermon was at the Ebenezer Baptist Church, not the Riverside Church -- that speech is here."